Reality

I hide myself in the lies,
I ignore the reality.
Where all the joy and sorrow hides,
I wish you'd be with me.

I know it cannot be for real,
but I wont stop dreaming.
There are wounds that I can't heal
until I start believing.

I am happy until it's here,
the truth inside the lies.
I cannot dream not here nor there-
the reality will rise.
2013?